MY DIARIES

Life has not been easy for us... But my mom turned it into a happy one for us.. She used to celebrate our achievements.. our birthdays our happiness... My mom has never said no to anything we have ever asked from her... She is always the one who is giving us as much as she can and trust me it is invaluable and infinite... From taking interests even in my trivial matters..like naming my dolls... to acknowledging my interests and hobbies... She has never stepped a mm backwards when it comes to us.. I remember when we used to come from Nani's home in my childhood.. my mom never said no if I wanted to eat something... When I visit my home... She no matter how she feels.. is always making food for me with utmost love and compassion... Mumma you are the SUN for me and my life revolves around you 😊 I will always try to be your mercury..the closest to you...   

Mumma.... Another letter to you I feel helpless at times... There are things that I can't control.. I feel lonely sometimes... There are times when things are really not working for me... But then at the end of the day I am always relieved that I have someone who can understand me who can trust me who can support me... Your love is the purest emotion I have ever seen and luckily I am at the receiving end too... The way you kiss my cheeks the way you hug me tight the way you bless me everytime... I am so so grateful to God.. and to you for loving me unconditionally... I don't know from where do you bring that strength but that's the only thing that keeps me going..... I have always observed you... When I visit home I love capturing you.. to see those tender moments again whenever I am weak... To me you are my home.. your heart is my place of solace..  Those moments that I spend with you.. laying down with you.. hugging you.. discussing life with you... Those are ...

Whatever you say it.. I love my mom so much... Mumma you are the blazing sunshine for me and nothing can beat it's warmth and brightness 🔅.. I love you and i often think how are you so astonishingly the best bestest person... Your smile is enough to make my day and your voice surpasses 10000000000000 of motivational books quotes therapy whatever you call it.. My sweetie and my bestie.   Mumma all that I am is only because of you

Just another thought.. I guess growing up makes you realise these things a hell lot... I don't know since when but I guess I am getting mature enough to know how my parents feel...if they are sad worried it gets through me...and I am also feeling a bit proud for attaining that maturity level that they have started to share their emotions with me..it feels nice and responsible to be there for them as their daughter as their child..being the younger one I have been pampered a lot and I still get the love maybe a lot lot and a lot... But it is beautiful how I am feeling more confident after sharing my insecurities and doubts with my parents..as this moment I don't think if friends are providing me that comfort as much as my parents as everyone else says... They are supportive and it is miraculous how they analyse the problem listen to it and give the best advice..they may not tell this to me directly but yeah being a part of their flesh I can interpret the meaning...an...

Well another day another thought of me realising that my mom is the most amazing and beautiful person i have ever met... The way she is too good with handling circumstances.. I am in awe of her... So magnificent attitude and how graceful she is with whatever she does.. Mumma I love you to infinity and i really get suffocated with the thought of you being unwell... Please please please take care of yourself... You being happy is the biggest motivation I can ever get.. I love you and you being you.. a wonderful wonderful mom and the most fantastic person.. How beautiful it is that how i shifted from asking God everything I want in my life to asking for my family's happiness and health... I guess learning a bit of selflessness from you but obviously it will be the biggest achievement to be 5 percent of you.. although I have been copying you ever since I have gained my senses 

Mumma idk how many times I am going to write this..but thanks for being there ....the most beautiful person i have ever seen.. thank you for being so good not only to me but to everyone... thank you for being the most honest person and the most truthful and hardworking person.. Your smile makes me actually so so happy and inspired... You mean the world to me and I love you so so much.... Just take care of yourself...i can't see you like that... that's the only thing I pray to God... please stay healthy...my existence depends on you...q§∆0∆

The older I grow the more I realise how much do I need you in my life.. mom you are the person that I love the most since the beginning of my life and this love has grown much deeper as I am progressing in the life lane... I don't know but I guess everything I do has to be acknowledged by you and everything I am going to do is maybe just for you... I am lucky I have you as a support system where I can always rely.... Life is turning heads and tails every now and then and this college life is like truly one heck of journey. Everyday new experience new people or new shades of same people.. sometimes it's all happy times and sometimes all superficial.. but anyhow I am managing 

My mom's love for me has no boundaries..the way she loves me so much brings tears to my eyes ... whenever I call her the way she talks to me with so much politeness gently talking to me.. taking care of me.. listening to me.. helping me .. everything even though we are miles apart... currently it's , 3 17 am and i am not able to sleep yeah because of my messed ypp sleep cycle.. But my mom is literally the best person u can ever have.  From feeling my pain my worries to solving them majestically.. .. I have been really close to her and i remember when she came to meet me after a month I shifted to my college. The way she hugged me with tears of happiness and while leaving those tears of getting separated once again. I remember how difficult it was for me to hold back myself from shedding the liq of emotions.  And how I literally cried for an hour after coming back to my room She has been always an audience of the ßzzzz,zzzzzzzzzzzz of the movie of my life ....